Surprise Song
Miss me? Yes, I promised an nonmusical update in January reflecting on 2008. Unfortunately, January turned out to be a very stressful and tumultuous month for me, so this site was sadly neglected. For that, I apologize, but let’s get onto happier things now.
It’s February, my favourite month of the year because as you all know by now it’s February Album Writing Month, where the goal is to write an album’s worth of songs (14) during the shortest month of the year. I’ve been a little slow getting into the swing of things because I’m still adjusting to being back in Toronto, but I figure, well, it’s Monday, and I’ve got a song so why not post it?
The music was sent to me about a month ago and it’s by George Slade, a fellow FAWMer, and his friend and frequent collaborator DJ Tezz. It sat in my Inbox through January, and then on Saturday I decided to listen again in case something clicked. It did, and so I wrote lyrics and recorded everything that day. I’ve got a confession to make: I am really proud of this one.
It’s also featured on yesterday’s edition of Charlie Cheney’s Music Exam (FAWM’s daily podcast), where George and I both called in.
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Echoes and Dust
Shadows cast long under a blood red sun
Dancing ‘round the same way we have always done
The old familiar steps that we’re pretending are new
The words that we’re inflicting ‘til we’re black and blue
I’m begging you, believe me when I try to say
That I never intended me to be this way
I just need you to listen but you just won’t hear
I’m shouting but you’re letting me slip through your ears
‘Cuz the pain in you is ringing and I can’t get through
It’s eating you so bad that all you see is you
Don’t matter that I threw my needs and wants aside
You say you love me but you still just let me slide
You always make it easy and I play my part
I try to save the pieces of your broken heart
I thought that being there with you would make you tough
But I learned you’ll just keep taking and you’ll never get enough
Now I’m screaming myself out into the cold night air
I’m begging for some mercy but you just don’t care
Don’t know if I can change or if I’ll just decay
But in the grand scheme what does it matter anyway?
In the end we’re just echoes and dust, echoes and dust
In the end we’re just echoes and dust, echoes and dust
Now I’m throwing myself out into the cold night air
A pin prick of existence but who really cares?
What’s another small voice screaming out its life
On a tiny rock filled with billions’ pain and strife
As all galaxies and stars above it and below
Are moving swiftly toward their own dead black holes
And in the aftermath there’s nothing real that remains
Just the reverb of the starlight and a few small grains
In the end it’s all just echoes and dust, echoes and dust
In the end it’s all just echoes and dust, echoes and dust
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Feb 09 2009